Sometimes
I want to be invisible,
Not gone, just invisible, little and absent.
But still big in mind, big in ideas and thoughts.
No one
around me,
No sounds, only silence.
No one who speaks to me,
No one who sees me,
Only you
Your star
who shines in the night.
Only you who guides me through the dark.
Only your star in the sky.
You are the guardian angel on my shoulder now.
There is
a place for me,
I know it.
A place for my tears,
for my anger and joy.
A place for the little girl inside me and for the real me.
The battle will not stop here, and I know…
I know you will watch over me and us,
2016